Nell: It’s still very early.
Me: Yes, Kev and I want to allow enough time so I don’t feel rushed.
Nell: Have you had any breakfast?
Me: I’m not really hungry.
Nell: The hospital said you should have something to eat before you go.
Me: I know. I’ll have some cereal.
Nell: Good, and a nice cup of tea. Poppy just made a fresh pot.
Me: That’s kind of her.
Nell: I wish you would let me go with you to the hospital.
Me: Kev will be there, Nell, and I prefer to know you’re looking after everyone at home.
Nell: I accept your decision although I’d actually be much happier going with you.
Me: I know you would but I’ll be fine.
Nell: I’ll be there when you come home then.
Me: Yes.
Nell: David knows the snuggles will have to wait until you’re stronger.
Me: Poor darling Big Brave Beautiful Boy. He doesn’t like it when I’m not well.
Nell: Nobody does.
Me: I must say the past few months have been among the toughest I’ve ever been through.
Nell: We’re nearly there now. You can do this.
Me: Yes, I can. I’m unleashing my inner warrior as we speak.
Nell: Good for you.
Me: I’ll be very glad when this procedure is over.
Nell: We all will.
Me: I’m a bit scared to be honest.
Nell: Of course you are and it’s absolutely fine and understandable.
Me: I wish I was braver.
Nell: You are. Sharing this with everyone is very brave.
Me: Thank you. I’m so glad I did. The support I’ve received from everyone has been truly amazing.
Nell: We’re all right behind you.
Me: I know you are. I can feel the love. Sorry for being tearful.
Nell: No need for sorries. Not today.
